Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Susmaria.

Ang sikreto pala ng bestfriend ko is a positive feedback. K gayod.

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Monday, October 17, 2011

I was thinking about that guy from la salle that I should stop chatting him. Its no use. And even tho I kinda ~*LikEee*~ him. I dont wanna hit on him.

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Friday, October 14, 2011

Please, Stop Bullying.


Please stop bullying.

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Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Torn between two.

Who would you choose? The one that you love or the one that loves you?

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Tuesday, October 11, 2011

3 to go.

Communuty Health Nursing, Nutrition and Microbiology pa before Semester Break. ~ Lord, Tabang! T_T

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Monday, October 10, 2011

Batman!


Sabi ni Batman sakin, tutulungan niya raw ako sa pagsagot ko ng Exam Questions bukas sa NCM. Kaya heto, kasama ko siya tuwing nagrereview ako. Hi Batman, Inspiring ka talaga! :”>

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49 honesty challenge


  1. Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?
    - Nope. I wouldnt want to.
  2. Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?
    - Yes……….. :(
  3. Where did you meet your crush(es)?
    - Uhh. Around in school.
  4. Have you ever lost a close friend?
    - Yeah.
  5. Do you smoke weed regularly?
    - No. I dont even smoke.
  6. Your relationship status?
    - Single.. 
  7. Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?
    - Nope, not anymore. Im on the process of moving on.
  8. Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
    - I don't know. Maybe yes, maybe no.
  9. When was the last time you really laughed?
    - Just a while ago.
  10. Something is wrong. First guy you turn to?
    - What?
  11. First girl you’d turn to?
    - I dont know, I cant remember.
  12. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
    - Yes, and I don’t care.
  13. Angry at anyone?
    - None.
  14. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
    - Our friendship.
  15. When was the last time you cried really hard?
    - 5 days ago? loool
  16. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
    - Maybe.
  17. Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?
    - Kyle Tacadao. because my Id was with him and he was disguising me!
  18. What is your favorite song?
    - I had lots of favorite songs..
  19. Do you like Red Bull?
    - Its okay.
  20. How many people can you tell just about everything to?
    - You can just count it with your 10 fingers on your hands.
  21. Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
    - Yes.
  22. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
    - Aryan? Hahaha! Yes.
  23. Describe yourself in one word.
    - Magulo.
  24. Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
    - Yes.
  25. Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
    - Yes.
  26. Do you rebound?
    - Nope.
  27. Ever cheated on someone?
    - Never.
  28. What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
    - I'd push him away from me. lool
  29. Do you act differently around the person you like?
    - I really dont know. Maybe? Hindi naman bisto eh. lool
  30. Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?
    - Uhm, Im not sure if I can still remember his number.
  31. Is it hard to make you laugh?
    - Not really.
  32. Who was the last person to make you mad?
    - Mark. I guess?
  33. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
    - I dont know with him. Maybe yes, maybe no.
  34. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
    - Yes.
  35. Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?
    - No. not yet. Hahaha.
  36. Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever? 
    - No.
  37. Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
    - Yes. 
  38. Is your best friend a slut?
    - Fuck you. Of course not.
  39. Is hard drugs a turn off?
    - Yes.
  40. Are you happy with life right now?
    - Right now? I’m okay with some parts of it.
  41. Are you still in love with your ex?
    - No. not anymore. That was long long ago.
  42. Are you still in love with your ex?
    -NOT NGA.
  43. Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
    - Sort of like that.
  44. Have you ever had your heart broken?
    - Yeah.
  45. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
    - Maybe.
  46. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
    - Myself.
  47. Where is your best friend? 
    - Lalay, where you?
  48. Something you’re happy about?
    - A lot of things.
  49. How is your heart lately?
    - Broken? hahaha  fvck.

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Life is about moving on, accepting changes, and looking forward to what makes you stronger and more complete. Because it's never too late to have a life, and never too late to change one. 

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Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Problema ko?

Ayoko nang mag nursing, hindi dahil sa hindi ko na kaya ang subjects, hindi dahil sa hindi naman namin afford, hindi dahil sa ayoko ng dugo, pero alam mo kung bakit?

Mahirap kasing gumalaw sa mundong puno ng insecurity and bullshit. Walang unity. Alam mo yun? Walang naniniwala, kasi youre a nobody. Everyone wants to be a somebody.

Ewan ko lang. Pero Yeah... saklap.

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Monday, October 3, 2011

Naiinis ako.

Sorry ho. Pero totoong naiinis ako.

Naiinis ako hindi dahil may nililigawan na siya, at too late na ako.
Naiinis ako dahil may nililigawan na siya, pero ako pa rin ang tinitext niya.
Gusto ko siyang itaboy papalayo sakin. Kasi alam ko ako mismo,  hindi ko kayang ibigay ang hinahangad niya sakin. Ayokong masaktan siya sakin.

Alam mo yuuuun. Bakit kasi yan. Bakittttt.
Natext ko tuloy siya ng "Bigaun". Ngayon, di ko na alam anong sasabihin ko.

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Sunday, October 2, 2011

srsly.

Matutulog na sana ako nang bigla siyang sumagi sa isipan ko.
Argggghhh. Bakit hindi ka mawala sa isip ko?! :O

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Thursday, September 29, 2011

There's this girl who was cryin the whole night at around 1am, 2 days before September ends. I don't know what the real story is, but I can feel she's deeply hurt.

She thought of having suicide because of the feeling of loneliness. I stared at her.
She looked at me, then she suddenly ran away.

By morning, I saw her smiling and talking to her friends. She waved at me.
I waved at her too, but her eyes tells me something.

Until one afternoon, I saw a group of people crowding at the left side area of our school beside the lobby, I saw her. She was lying on the floor... unconscious.

.....

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Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Play these songs every time you wanna be with me.


1. Out of my league
2. Just the way you are (acoustic)
3. Nothin on you (acoustic)
4. Angels brought me here
5. It might be you
6. Fuckin Perfect - Travis (acoustic)
7. Marry me - train (acoustic)
8. Baby Im Amazed by you - Tim Mcgraw (acoustic)
9. Stay - Bic Runga
10. Forever - Neyo
11. Forever Aint Enough - J Holiday
12. Youre Beautiful - James Blunt
13. She’s the one - Robbie Williams  (acoustic)
14. Someone - The Rembrandts

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Omaigad.

Omaigad. May namimiss akong someone. :(
Hi someone. I miss you. Wala lang.

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Eto na ba, eto na talaga ang ayaw ko ba. Na aattached ako bigla. Arggh.

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Wake me up when September ends.

The title above doesnt have a connection with my post right now.
I just want you to know that this week is my busiest week ever. And I had nothing else to do but to work all day. work all day. work all day. Work = Study + Requirements

As of the moment in my checklist, I have 14 things to do:

Duty Requirements Week 13 ✔
SIMO Article 
NCM Report ✔
Nutri Report ✔
History Report ✔
SBIP Application Form ✔
Taekwondo Uniform
LIYAB Application Form ✔
Duty Requirements Week 14 ✔
Scrapbook in History
Tray Presentation
Scrapbook in RS
Debut gift for Shane
Debut Dress on Oct 2.

Tapos alam mo yun, 5 pa lang nagagawa ko? Man, I still have 9 things to accomplish this week! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.

Hope I get to finish all of these this week, Lord.

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Saturday, September 24, 2011

But I have too.

Omygad. I'm going to attend that installation in our church. I dont even know what kind of organization I'm going to attend. All I know is that I need to attend that organization so that I can go to places where in my Ninang will sponsor me with my expenses if ever we'll have a trip outside Zamboanga.

Omygad. This is a sin. I'm not even interested. But I have to obey them. :(
What's wrong with the world?

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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

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Sunday, September 18, 2011

Wala kang alam.

Wala kang alam sa nararamdaman ko. Kaya ganyan ka kung makakilos. Wala kang alam sa pinagdadaanan ko. Wala kang alam sa kung ano ang totoo.

Kasi hindi mo ko naiintindihan. Kasi wala eh, ganito lang tayo eh. Ayoko na rin kasi mapalapit sayo kasi alam mo yun, walang wala ka na sakin. Pero wala ka pa ring alam na gusto kita, at oo, nasasaktan ako kasi hindi ko matanggap ang nangyayari ngayon.

Wala kang alam sa likod ng mga tawa ko, wala kang alam sa kung ano ang sinasabi ng puso ko. Wala kang alam sa lahat ng gustong sabihin ng utak ko. Kaya ganyan ka makasalita. Akala mo walang nasasaktan?

Wala ka kasing alam.

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Please, Jade.

Huwag na patulan ha. Please. Huwag na. Lalaki lang ang gulo. Please. Pasensyahan mo na. Pasensyahan mo na. Hayaan mo na siya. Total, hindi niya naman alam kung gaano ka niya nasaktan ngayon eh. Hindi niya naman alam. Hindi niya alam. Wala siyang alam. :'((

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Honestly.

Akala ko masaya sa klase namin. Oo, dati, mahal na mahal ko ang classmates ko. Pero ngayon it turned out to be going worse. Nakakaiyak. :(

Oo nakakaiyak, sobra. Where art thou BSN2 Sec E?! :((
Gusto ko ng umalis. Full of hatred. Pessimisim is winning over me. Why. :'(

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